i want to go home
i want to be alone
i need to be back
i'm now full of lack
my eyes are damn tired
of what i had seen
my heart it is aching
from that foolish sting
love is that foolish sting
for all the heavy tears it brings
with nothing that i'd ever think
boy, i think you stink!
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
all i wanted him to know
If only he could read my mind. If only I do not have to explain. If only he knew.
It hurts me so deeply seeing him going further away from me. But he will never understand.
All I wanted him to know is that I have always wanted him to be there when I really needed him. I needed him through the smallest and greatest events in my life. I needed him to be there when I wanted support. I wanted him to know that I have always wanted to be there for him through all his pain and sorrow. But he had never yet got it. The signs I have been showing to him all this while. He will never get it.. I somehow feel so deprived...
It hurts me so deeply seeing him going further away from me. But he will never understand.
All I wanted him to know is that I have always wanted him to be there when I really needed him. I needed him through the smallest and greatest events in my life. I needed him to be there when I wanted support. I wanted him to know that I have always wanted to be there for him through all his pain and sorrow. But he had never yet got it. The signs I have been showing to him all this while. He will never get it.. I somehow feel so deprived...
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
no one wants you; no one needs you
nobody needs me, nobody wants me... and i don't care! :) i am a very happy girl with a great life because i don't have to live with lies and fantasies where people are actually fake and deceitful. i am not naive! i am alive...
Saturday, August 13, 2005
gasping for grasps...
Yielding for the next
Seizing ownself for another day
Could this for the best?
or would the only thought of having the best kills?
For this we are to find out
of whether or not we'd survive
Jealousy's stopping its hatred
Switching sides to obvious the pleasant
I'm not trying to please you
I'm just running away
I'm keeping my distance,
from what I'm afraid I'd regret
because O, fellow mates
I am just gasping for grasps...
Seizing ownself for another day
Could this for the best?
or would the only thought of having the best kills?
For this we are to find out
of whether or not we'd survive
Jealousy's stopping its hatred
Switching sides to obvious the pleasant
I'm not trying to please you
I'm just running away
I'm keeping my distance,
from what I'm afraid I'd regret
because O, fellow mates
I am just gasping for grasps...
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Monday, August 08, 2005
unfaithful
if there is such mutual understanding between human, war would be much near to impossible! if compromise runs the world today, probably there'd be no anger and pain in all of us...
but i guess that's just how we live... in this life of unpredictable consequences, we are yet to find..
and there lies that feeling... set in deep vulnerability of human emotions...
disloyalty, driven by the anger from deep beneath any homo sapien, including yourself... as betrayal takes over the once trusted heart that was pure and naive, which all of a sudden, forcing her to the urge of taking the misleading path to... disloyalty...
... and now that she's unfaithful...
... as she had found that you're gone...
but i guess that's just how we live... in this life of unpredictable consequences, we are yet to find..
and there lies that feeling... set in deep vulnerability of human emotions...
disloyalty, driven by the anger from deep beneath any homo sapien, including yourself... as betrayal takes over the once trusted heart that was pure and naive, which all of a sudden, forcing her to the urge of taking the misleading path to... disloyalty...
... and now that she's unfaithful...
... as she had found that you're gone...
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Saturday, August 06, 2005
What is it that you're trying to prove?
WHAT IS IT THAT I'M TRYING TO PROVE?
i'm still online, right now, and i don't know why. maybe i'm trying to prove something to someone. now, that is lame. i don't want to be GAI!
i feel like a loser having to know that i'm keeping this red hot anger inside of me.. why wouldn't i? i'm always last in the list!!! i'm not trying to nag or what, but it's already a fact. an obvious, crystal clear fact! i'm just a loser...
i'm still online, right now, and i don't know why. maybe i'm trying to prove something to someone. now, that is lame. i don't want to be GAI!
i feel like a loser having to know that i'm keeping this red hot anger inside of me.. why wouldn't i? i'm always last in the list!!! i'm not trying to nag or what, but it's already a fact. an obvious, crystal clear fact! i'm just a loser...
because it's red
13 ways to win a gal
1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do anything.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and mean it.
10. Pick her over ur friends.. no matter what. even if your friends call u pussy whipped
11. comfort her when she cries.
12. love her with all your heart.
13.Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really shes loves it).
i just got this from friendster's bulletin board..a friend of mine disagreed with it..guys..they'll never give enough chance to pull over and look through on female's sensitivity, while when they are in need of attention or ego boosts, they'd DEMAND for it or sometimes even argue for it...can you believe that? well, i do.. it hurts, and i've explained this to 'someone' before, but he had not yet programme it in his brain. too bad!
1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do anything.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and mean it.
10. Pick her over ur friends.. no matter what. even if your friends call u pussy whipped
11. comfort her when she cries.
12. love her with all your heart.
13.Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really shes loves it).
i just got this from friendster's bulletin board..a friend of mine disagreed with it..guys..they'll never give enough chance to pull over and look through on female's sensitivity, while when they are in need of attention or ego boosts, they'd DEMAND for it or sometimes even argue for it...can you believe that? well, i do.. it hurts, and i've explained this to 'someone' before, but he had not yet programme it in his brain. too bad!
Monday, August 01, 2005
unRIGHT
tongues are tied
eyes are met
heart is shut
from what is right
glued to the past
to whatever was
later now
you would know it lasts
indeed
maybe then
when things would change
probably somehow things would end
this hollow mind
is driving sanity
into something
more like cavity
o the mind it ruins reality
and the heart would fake personality..
eyes are met
heart is shut
from what is right
glued to the past
to whatever was
later now
you would know it lasts
indeed
maybe then
when things would change
probably somehow things would end
this hollow mind
is driving sanity
into something
more like cavity
o the mind it ruins reality
and the heart would fake personality..
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