i'm blind

i'm blind. i wish i could see that i am just another selfish and cruel person who will never understand the meaning of just. i should probably just get away and get over this whole havoc surrounding me as soon as possible. i'm nothing more than a horrible person with no feelings. i talk trash and i can never be in good terms with anyone. i'm so sorry that he hates me so much now. but what am i to do? it was my fault that i got into this.. i hate it when i do this.